I look in the mirror, and I can barely recognize the reflection that stares back into my eyes. I cannot believe how much I have changed in these past few months. Anyone who knows me will agree. In the next year I will still go through a phase of metamorphases, and I like the person I am right now. However, I cannot wait to see what the future brings.
So in ten days I move to Western. Many people I have talked to are afraid of college, but as they cower, I embrace it with arms open wide. I need change. I cannot thrive here in Novi anymore, let alone the fact that I have been at this point since my sophomore year. I cannot wait to dance with people who have the same desire and drive as I do, it is going to be an amazing experience. I am extremely egar to start dancing at WMU.
I had fallen hard, and fast. I had to step back and do some self evaluations. But in the end I had made the right decision. I had also realized certain things about that person that were not so desireable, and there are going to be other guys, and I am so over it.
I am done at Piazza, usually people would think that this would be a sad experience. However, due to all of the stuff that had happened last year, I am estatic to finally move on. I dreaded going to dance during the last 3 or 4 months of my senior year. So my departure from there is bittersweet. The fact that they didnt go to my graduation party really didnt bother me all that much, I knew that they had family issues and were really busy. But the part that makes me really angry is that they had the time to send my father a crd, saying thank you for driving the truck to nationals, but didnt have the time or the consideration to send me a card. I dont even need the money, but the fact that they have the audacity to not even send me a card, to say good job, thank you, and congratulations. But they couldnt even do that. So whatever, I no longer belong there, or am wanted there.
I am stronger, and no I am not going to break out into that retarded Britney Spears song. Because she is white trash. I have become so much stronger though. I was already self sufficient, and now that I am %110 emotionally ready for college. I honestly cannot wait. I am going to miss some people, other people.... not so much.
I finally get to start my life, and I couldt be happier.
So this is goodbye, however not goodriddens. Even though I hated Novi's bubble, I am glad that I hade grown up here with the ideals that I have had and the proper manners that have been inforced in me. When I look at the kids that are from detroit, they dont act that way to be obnoxious, they act that way because they simply do not know any better. They were never taught how to act. And Im glad that I do.
Anyways, Its about time that I should be getting to bed. I have work tomorrow, 12-6 (maybe until close).